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In reference to last night

September 15th, 2008

Wrote this one a while back and kept it in the vault. I’m trying to put myself in it more rather than speaking about others so much. Thank you for the bottle opener.

I was looking for words of compassion and understanding
You said to turn to you when life gets rough
So I did
I explained the situation
The one that’s sealing my fate in
I cried after we hung up the phone
And the tears are building now
I don’t know where on the page my words should go
I don’t know where the lines are
but I keep on writing anyhow
I wanted you to tell me things would get better
and offer your hand to hold
in this turbulent weather
I know sometimes you’re feeling a little neglected
So maybe you didn’t show me love when that is what I expected
I mean life goes on right
and we all have to get through
but those times when I needed your fight
you just said goodnight
not even an “I love you”
I’m sadder now than when I first was
Trying to come with a game plan
What’s been said now I guess you can’t really change it
I am not blameless
and this is all aimless
Time for a life-altering rearrangement

That’s my word.
Peace.

Everything & Anything

  1. December 23rd, 2008 at 16:06 | #1

    this hit home for me. hard. yiou took the words out of my mouth…

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