I don’t even know what to do right now. I’m completely lost for any meaningful words. I don’t even know what the right thing to do is. I feel like changing my facebook status and my bbm name aren’t enough and are kind of insensitive to the magnitude of what has happened. I couldn’t even put an “RIP” in my status. After seeing how quickly people were doing that I feel like they just wanted to be first to notify the other people on their list.

I was hit with a bunch of “Michael Jackson died!!” messages and I felt weirded out by it. It felt wrong that something so heavy was offered to me so swiftly. I don’t know if any of this makes sense but its just my reaction to other people’s reactions.

Michael Jackson has passed and I’m sitting here crying like he was a family member. I’m hurt. Genuinely hurt. As soon as CNN told me what TMZ and LA Times had confirmed it was like a weight had just been tied to my heart. He was what every musician aspires to be; legendary.

*sigh*

I will miss you.

“If you want to make the world a better place take a look at yourself and make a change.” - Michael Jackson

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